February 2012
52 posts
Oblitus et solus
elementary school: i went to bed at 10
everyone: omg thats so cool
middle school: i went to bed at 10
everyone: wow loser
high school: i went to bed at 10
everyone: omg lucky
Thoughts over the last few days...
Sometimes we’re so distant. Far enough to forget the truth behind our white lies. To turn the other way when we’re looking straight into the eyes of God. Rejecting every truth spoken within ourselves. We question so many times why we feel so empty when we already know the answer. I swear fear and laziness will be the death of us. Afraid to commit. And lazy to do anything. Sometimes we...
Anonymous asked: So please go get help. OC and/or whatever college you go to doesn't need a tragedy
I hate school. Too many treat me different. First in one way then in another. What the hell. And all the looks they give me. All the looks you give me. I’d rip your faces off because of all the accumulated anger. I will never find solace in anything.
Here’s another thing. Food for fucking thought. I’m always the damn odd man out in every fucking thing.
I can fucking hear...
I hate myself for not being better. I hate myself for not pushing harder. I fucking hate myself for who I am.
Life would be much better if I were you.
“All my ‘friends’ are sun rays in disguise. And all my phantoms come alive.”
It’s laughable…how obvious you don’t care for me.
It’s annoying, how you look at me.
“And you left me here in the blood while you were sitting on the clouds with the rest of the cast. Staring, smiling, pretending. I guess I’ll just sink in this pool with the rest of the rot, while you continue to fly in the heavens. Was it meant for me to live like...
Treat me any different and I’ll block you out and ignore you. Why do you do this now.
